Lost in thoughts

The sun shines behind the white wisps
its autumn
the leaves fall
birds fly out
nature prepares us for the silence that lies ahead.
The time has come for separation,
and it all happens behind the veil of preparation.
Is the struggle necessary,
the silence wont be temporary,
winter will come and pass,
as it comes each year,
how can this year be different,
will things not remain the same after the dark days pass,
will the situation be any different,
even if it will be different,
how can that be relevant.
To prepare for the pain the cold
do we go through the most painful and the coldest
if preparations could always be sufficient
then there would be no such thing as unexpected.
So
why autumn
why do the birds fly out
why do the leaves fall
why does everything have to go through a transition?
Why do we always have to face conditions
why cant the snow cum at once and cover up everything
in a white darkness?
The snow will melt 1 day
we live with that hope
autumn provides us that hope
at least our lives will not go in vain
we hope we live and we survive